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Falling In Love

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As The Rain Falls...The rain falls outside my window,  Little clear raindrops splash everywhere my eyes look,  The air grows cold and wet,  While i sit here thinking what my life would be like if i did   or didn't do  Something in my past.   
The cold, dark, black-and-white memories i have,  I look back and think, remember, and embrace those wonderful times,  The rain is still pounding on the roof,  Little pitter-patter of water -- just like my heart.  It's actually quite relaxing to me.   
I remember those times,  
My mind slips into a coma,  Memories play almost as if i were watchi As The Rain Falls...
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Outcasts.They sit in sorority groups of three,  Birds chirp quietly in the morning air,  Watching bus come and bus go,  Couples meet up and kiss,  Friends greet each other with friendly hugs,  All the students breathing in the cold air.   
Kids all separated into their own little groups,  Outcasts flit from one group to another,  Then eventually form their own little group,  And watch the outcasts of the outcasts sitting in lonely corners,  Or next to a pole or wall,  Listening to their music and blocking out the world.   
Most of them have their hoods up and look as if they're hidi Outcasts.
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Every Waking MomentShe wakes up slowly at seven AM, eyes still foggy from her sleep. She glances out her window, and sees little dewdrops on her windowsill. Those fuzzy green numbers on her clock read 7:03. Saturday. She lets out a slow sigh and looks around her room. It's still partly dark and she knows it wont last forever. Just like everything else in her life.  
 
The sun is just barely peeking over the earth. She goes on her laptop and types in some of her favorite websites. She puts on some music and lays her fingertips on the keyboard. She doesn't know what to type. Her mind is lost from the thoughts. She sits back and rubs the sleep from her e Every Waking Moment
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Fucked Up.
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the center of june.she wants to fall  into his arms like he promised one day she would. but someday is not today, nor tomorrow, but instead is eight months and too many heartbeats later. forever or fornever he's here for her now and that's what really counts. she wipes her nose on her arm and rolls her contact around one fucked-up blue eye with the pad of her thumb, shifting it around until it's sitting on her lashes and she heaves an overdramatic actor sigh and starts to slip out of the dark and into the light of the bathroom. while she's moving and groaning she notices how much better the world looks when she can't see half of it.  
 
her mama the center of june.
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stand alone.my baby doll likes scissor swings, i swear to god that girl has wings  my lovely boy loves curly hair, spills down my shoulders everywhere  their eyes like broken crescents lay, the darkest night and dullest day  with parted lips and wilting lids, the shaken smile he soon hid  paints pretty pictures with his sighs, hitching breaths and spreading thighs  best china that i won't soon own, i lick the marrow from your bone  i tremble in the morning freeze, and whimper with his noontime breeze  like alabaster open sores, you are mine and i am yours  she lies and says that she can share, her veins they splint stand alone.
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secrets don't make friends.for a while, she liked to believe, they were like complimentary colors and soursugar. the way that he would press his lips to the nape of her neck and she would slide her bony skeleton into his solidness. his realness. they complimented eachother with monochromatic lies, her brash to his mellow, his willing to please, to her lust for tragedy. he smiled and she smiled back and they fit together like puzzle pieces. when x and y existed solely for their own equation they created this unknown variable: z.   
z was the doubt and uncertainty she held and the pleasure they took from eachother. z spiraled and shivered and trembled with the secrets don't make friends.
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Random, then the dedication

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 6:22 PM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Matt's Voice
  • Reading: Extra's
  • Watching: Matt get comfy...
  • Playing: Musiccc!
  • Eating: Never Hungry Anymore.
  • Drinking: Vodka... (hah you know i wish that)
So.. The past... month i guess i've just been feeling all BLAH. Shitty. Whatever the fuck you wanna call it. School is the worst time of my day, personally, i hate everyone and everything there. Maybe it's just me, but i just don't give. My stupid english teacher (mr. fucking newvine) that stupid hitler goldfish is just such a bitch to me i just wanna take a gun to his head and go BLAM (((sound affect))) oh, but only after i beat the shit outta him. Ok, now that i got that shit over with......................................

Dedicationssss (To the one's i lovveeee)

Matt West:
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
If i could fall into the sky,
Do you think time could pass us by,
Cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles just to see you tonight.

Eleni Dion:
One Year, Six Months - Yellowcard
I'm falling into memories of you,
And things we used to do, Follow me there,
A beautiful somewhere, A place that i can share with you.

Dillan Martin:
I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
It's a damn cold night,
Tryin' to figure out this life,
Won't you take me by the hand,
Take me somewhere new,
I don't know who you are but i'm with you.


But yeah, i love these guys.. They've all helped me in different ways (some more affective than others MATT) but still, i love them all. I miss Eleni.. She was a great awesome spastastic fwand and i miss her like hell. And Dillan.. Well, he's just there for me when i'm sad during the school day and missing matt. He's always (for some weird reason) there to give me a hug or put a smile on my face. And for some other random weird magical reason, i always bump into him in the hallways. So yeah. I see him a lot during my day and he makes me happy. And matt... Well, you all know how much i love him and i'd do anything for him. He's always right there (whether it's on the phone or in person) to help me with anything and make me happy (in my pants or not) ... O.o ... But i love him and he loves me and that's just the way life is now so be jealous and talk your shit as if i give a fuck about you. love you! bye.

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  • Current Residence: In Matt's Heart<3<3
  • Interests: Pretty Much Anything...
  • Favourite movie: Titanic
  • Favourite band or musician: Bullet For My Valentine,We The Kings, Paramore, Secondhand Serenade.
  • Favourite genre of music: I like all types. :]
  • Favourite poet or writer: Schemes<3
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite cartoon character: L fromn DeathNote

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=The-Darkest-Scheme Mar 15, 2009, 2:26:22 PM
IT'SSSS KERI!

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we left our love in our summer skin.
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~H4nd-0f-Bl00d Jul 26, 2009, 7:42:23 PM
NO it's bob. Of course it's Keri:)

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im gonna draw a picture
a picture with a twist
i'll draw it with a razor blade
i'll draw it on my wrist
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